Awesome day, minus PSAE testing early this morning. Went to Mexican Paradise with friends, walked around town, watched Soria roll down a hill, and hung out with Zack at the mall/around town.
I feel so much better about so many things, I’m glad I did what I did and said what I said. Everything will be okay now.
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We all make sacrifices and we can’t always win, right?
I guess it would kill me for something to go right once in a while.
It’s miraculous. Rehearsal every day, practicing for lessons, studying for an AP Exam, starting a new book in English, learning all new material all the time in other classes, and I’m still standing. Somehow. To be honest, I’m scraping by. My grades are in the low A high B range and are constantly fluctuating. I hate that. I’m trying, but I guess one can only do so much.
I hurt the love of my life today. Dented my Yamaha 571-HCT during pit rehearsal. Wasn’t paying attention while I was switching between sax/picc/flute and it fell and hit a stand. Simcha. I die a little inside every time I look at it, but it can and will get fixed (hopefully quickly because of rehearsal) this weekend.
The good news: Mom officially got the new house! We’ll move in early June. I’m also moving into my basement at my dad’s this summer, which means my own room for the first time (ever). So that means I can paint it whatever the heck I want. Summer will be beautiful. DMA, UW-Whitewater (if I ever sit down and sign up), school band camp, friends, bonfires, the whole shebang.
“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.” -Bill Cosby
